Year 3 sem 1

Hi..
Dear bloggie..
I can feel the stress coming after the 1st week of year 3 sem 1..
It's getting tougher
Of coz!! If not u think will get easier each year??
Hmmm..
And I stress up after get to know that I have been arrange to be in a group that twoofthemarereallynotthathelpful and everyone starts asking me :'are u ok?' After they know I'm with the two ppl!
Omg...
I cant imagine how this could be..
I really dint expect that I'll get two of them..
Which I heard a lots of stories and complaints about them since the first year from everyone that has group with them before no matter what modules..
Now I realised why my friend said it's unfair because we cant form our own group...
Oohh...
I really scare and moody now..
I really hope that I can make this all right and smoothly..
Please be good to me..
I feel that this is really a big challenge for me..
I hope that's still a little bit of luck that can be with me..
Dear Mr.Luck, Please stay with me.. Help me to go through this.
Sincerely,
Hui Xsin

Hahahaha..
I know this is weird but I'm just making myself feel better..
I dont know is this a punishment from God because my friend who is a Christian said God really takes good care about her and I said to my friend that she is just too obsessed with God..
I dont know is this a way that God really wants me to know that God really heard if u pray for something..
Sorry.. I dont mean anything but I know that U are here..

Am I thinking too much?
Okok..
Should stop thinking now..
Just hope that they will try their best as I do..
Good luck for me and my group..
*fingercrossed*

Mooncake festival

Time flies..
It's the lunar 8th month dy...
Today is the 15th day of month 8..
Happy mooncake festival everyone..
Although it's about the end now
Teehee..
Hmm..
Another family dinner's night..
As usual after having dinner..
We play candless..
:D
But no pic this year because my phone was at the house and it's out of battery..
Hmm..
Sad case..
But years after year..
I realised that we are really growing..
Hahaha.
More mature and adult-like..
Before this..
I think when we were still in primary school and secondary school,
We used to play like more than 20 boxes of candles in just 1 night..
No..we could finish in just 2 or 3 hours time..
But I think since last year or year before..
We only use up to max 10 boxes of candles in one night..
And the duration reduce to half..
We only spend about 1 and a half hour or even less..
And then we get bored..
I think is only me..
Hahahah..
my mood problem..
Not really in the mood this night..
Hmmm...
I dont know why...
I get angry and frustrated very easy nowadays...
And I hate it!
Hate my hot temper..
And like is getting worse and worse!!
And just now,
I asked my mum..
Did she made appointment for my facial tomorrow..?
And she forget!
I told her to book on thurs (today) but she forgot...
So I said :'ok.. friday then..'
And I thought she will book it for me..
But she forgot again..
Urghh.. then I start being impolite to her..
I said:' NVM la.. dont need dy.. next time!'
Then I closed my door..
And i think she felt guilty for that..
She replied:'I will book now.. I think she still awake.. what time u want? 3pm ok?'
I kept silent and dint bother about her..
Then she repeat again..
For the second time, third time...
Then I shout from my room
:' NVM! No need dy.. next time!'
But she cant hear me..
She asked me to repeat my words and she thought I'll just go to her room and tell her again..
But I din't !!!
I just ignore her..
And then she came in to my room and ask me..
:' tmr 3pm.. is that ok? I'll call her now..'
And she starts calling in front of me while I'm still playing with my phone and I dint give her any answer or look at her..
Hmmm...
After she made an appointment for me, she went out..
I dint say thanks or sorry..
And after that..
I felt guitly..
I'm not suppose to get mad..
Because it's my own business to call to the saloon to book my own appointment...
My mum can just ask me to call myself..
But she dint..
Hmm..
Sorry mummy..
I really hate my hot temper..
Sometimes I really treat her very badly..
Especially during last min of assignment submission date or the last few days of study break when I still have lots of thing to do and she is there asking and caring about me..
I will just ignore her..
And everytime after I complete,
I feel guilty and I will smile at her..
Then she will said:' silly, done ur things dy?'
She is a really considerate and understanding mummy..
She knows my temper..
Every time after I released my temper and get back to normal..
She will say..
That's from ur dad..
Hahahaha..
I admit it's really like my father side- the hot temper and weirdo attitude..
Hahahaha..
Wont talk or bother ppl when not in mood..
Hahaha...
Long story..
From mooncake festival to hot temper to mummy...
:p
And I think my face now is as round as the moon as well as the mooncake..
Fat!!