16 July 2017

Sunday night

Another boring Sunday.
The weather is killing me.
I felt dizzy after coming back from lunch outside just now.
Don't feel like doing anything
Just lay on bed to make myself feel better.

Having really serious Monday blue symptoms 
😭😭 even during Sunday night, 
I can feel the blue already.

Just a quick update anyway.
Nice meet up with ex colleague yesterday.

She is my best companion when she was still in the same company as me.

But she left 2 months ago.
She has her own direction.
She knows what she wants.
That's why she leave for better.
And she is really turning better person now.
I'm glad that she is happier now.
😊 good luck to us. 

We understand each other a lot eventhough we just knew each other for a year 
But she told me her problems and I told her mine.
She motivates me, encourage me, support me.

She wants me think about myself but not just think about others.

Do what I feel like doing. 

But I hope that I have the courage she has.
Unfortunately I can't. 
I can't be brave like her.
That's why I admire her.

14 July 2017


给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离 是你不在身边 却在我的心里

当我走在 去过的每个地方
总会听到 你那最自由的笑声

我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心

11 July 2017


I'm exhausted recently.
 Mentally and physically drained.
Feel like nothing motivates me.
Nothing to be excited about.
Nothing to look forward
No special occasion.
Unless there is someone dating me out or to hang out  with or have dinner together.
Otherwise I'm just passing days without any memorable events in life.
In short- lifeless

My only motivation to work is to save money so that I will be able to travel around.
But ended up I got no saving that can afford myself for a trip and even turned out to be worse than the time where I'm not working yet because I can't even have sufficient leaves to apply for short local trips like before
Sis and brother are having fun at penang now but I'm sucked with my job.

I hate myself for being super demotivated.
I used to be really positive minded.
Never thought that after started working.
I will loss my direction like this.

8 July 2017


Is sad to actually know these restaurant quited Malaysia.
All the memories I had with these restaurants came across my mind.
Memories will stay in my mind even they closed down.
No matter Tim ho wan at mid valley 
Or Bulgogi brothers at pavilion.
Or the one who is with me for those food, 
All of them.
I will cherish these memories and memories will not leave me even all of them left.

28 June 2017

Korean BBQ dinner

I remember I once promised someone to pay my second visit together after my first visit to this Korean restaurant - Gogi king @ Solaris mont kiara

But that was a year back.
I paid my second and third visits here during Month of June alone. 

Second visit with my colleagues as one of them craving for Korean BBQ and they wanna try new restaurant so I introduce them this. 

Third visit today.
Because one of my 38 gang craving for Korean BBQ too. 
And so far this is the only Korean BBQ restaurant that gives us really good first impression and so yeah.
This restaurant became our pick of the day 

And BBQ tastes extra good with this chilly weather after rain

Oh yea. 
Saw 🌈🌈rainbow when i was on my way to there from work place 

😊😊 of coz the rainbow looks better compared to the pic.

Dessert of the day before we end the day 😍😋😘 


I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening